I remember when, the shock set in,and knocked the wind out of me,
like it was yesterday.
The look of an empty chair, mom's still there,
dinner's prepared, the usual, can I be excused?
Lay me down, and I'll pull you through,
When I'm underground, I'll mean more to you,
when you can't sleep at night, I'll make it alright,
Live your life, as I watch over you.
And no one understands, the life we live,
we live to love, then lose it all. Where are you now?
Why'd I have to go, and lose one of the two things
I needed most? I'm sick of this.
Try to get some sleep, numb from head to feet.
All these restless dreams, lie inside of me.
A broken lonely boy, with nowhere to go.
If I could just go up, but I'll never know.
I left a note for you, and I got yours too.
Hopefully it helps what I'm going through.
And in it what was said right after your dead.
Was how much of myself I was going to miss.
