Testo Tuesday Blatant Disregard
when will the sun come up again when will this misery end?i look to the sky for an end to my pain but ...
god doesn't even know my name
there's always an obstacle in my way when i see a better day
sometime i feel like my life's a mind game but ...
maybe i'm the one to blame
i'm just a memory, these things you said to me
are just as meaningless as i am
self-ignorance took my self-confidence
now i hate what i've become (2x)
i'm living a lie, this is not who i am but sometimes i just can't accept where i stand
i'm bleeding inside can't you feel my cold hand , sometimes i just can't pretend i'm a man (2x)