Confession Testo

In sands of Nile I came to this world by will of Gods
Blind sight of Horus lie upon me like shadow, like a ghost
I were in temples that behold the rise of man
I saw a creatures that drains life from yellow sands
Someone said: you cannot be a prophet in your land
And I saw her eyes somewhere in the crowd
She find me dying between dunes
So helpless, pity, with bleeding wounds
She kneel on sand and hold my hand
I look in deepest lakes of her eyes
Her whisper was so sooth so soft
I feel her rose smell in deeps of my soul
In dreams I se her face million times
I love her all my mortal heart
Gods laughing on me but I was blind
Like Horus which gives me his sign
She kiss me deep with her roses-like lips
My heart stops beating, I cannot breathe
I was falling
I'm Falling down in deeps of hell
I fell the colors flying through my head
Around my face in freak vertigo
Like flames on marshes in lightless limbo
Upside down in danse macabre
Inverted, pierced, pinned, smashed
Heavenly voices and devilish laughs
Where is my God where are you now?!
Where are you NOW!!!
My mind maze of pain, I look through the time
I step on the water my power divine,
Tears of Heavens burning like acid,
run through my veins the blood of ancients
I'm seeking you through centuries
I'm seeking you through time and death
Where are you
I am no longer man
you makes me beast inside a lamb
I give you immortal life
and I must leave this pity land
Why you choose me for life in suffering
Because your love is strong
my blood will always live
Black claws of fury tearing my soul:
My Kingdom is vanished, my Angels are gone.
My immortal spirit lives from eons and it sees:
How blood soaks into soil and hunger grown in me!
Whole my immortal life I live like rat in gloom
I'm falling down in madness in never ending doom
She left my with my bleeding heart with sorrow emptiness
My wounds will always bleed remains without her kisses
Blind Old-One will you take me?
I want to share your dreams!