(Featuring The Two Train)
I don't even know what to say.
What happened, why did this happen.
What the hell did we ever do to anyone to have our lives ruined like this?
What am I saying, nothing happened to me.
I'm still living my life like nothing happened. Your life is the one that was turned upside down and inside out.
And that's not fair.
Why do you have to suffer while I sit here and continue living freely.
Thats really really really unfair and I feel SO guilty about that. I wish I could share in your pain. I still don't believe this happened.
I'm so sorry.
I'm SO sorry.
I never meant for this to happen.
How could this happen.
You were so careful but still what the hell.
One minute we were so happy together and look at it now, its gone.
But please please please please and I say PLEASE again, do not and I repeat do not let this change anything.
Not one damn thing.
Not one.
I don't care what happened, this changes nothing. NOTHING.
Just delays things a little.
Right now suspicion is at an all time so I will back away.
For now.
I will back away till things cool down.
But then we're picking up right where we left off. I promise you that.
I'm not letting this end like this.
You think I'm gonna forget you.
Bullshit.
You think you already forgot me.
Bigger bullshit.
Don't you think I forgot what you said on the ironically last phone call.
No matter what.
NO MATTER WHAT.
So what is this to change that.
But what sucks the most is that I can't do a damn thing to change things.
I'm helpless.
I'm like a bird without wings trapped inside a cage.
All I can do (all we can do) at this point is to wait and let time do its thing.
So I guess, 'see you in a couple of years' did rear it's ugly head after all.
But don't worry, they can't get rid of me that easy and I promise you I will be around forever and ever.
That's a promise.
And I'm a man of my word.
You know where to find me, so you'd better.
