Julie H. Testo

I've been tryin' to break your curse
For all those times you made me wonder why I live
I'd paralyze my hate
with all the thoughts of love
that you'd give to me...
as long as I live I can never forget you
even though I try with all my heart
as long as I live I can never forget you
even though I try with all my might
well it's five years later now
and my heart's no longer numb
the way we acted was so childish and dumb
I was just a toy to you but you never really cared
Cuz it's so clear to me that the feelings were so strong
you were scared of me