Looking up to see,
You looking down on me.
Ashamed of the dissappointment,
For what i must be.
Mother are you convinced,
I have been so wrong.
Father says the pain,
Will only make me strong.
Drugs feel the empty,
Pride never known to you,
I'm sorry I even tried to survive,
What you put me through.
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Dont look at me if you dont like what you see.
Kill all the memories that drive the beatings.
Put down the belt my wounds will all heal.
When i relieve the burdons, plagued in by me.
Thank you for everything i never got from you.
Learned well life is tough but i'll never be good enough.
I have my friends,
To tell me its alright,
I have a gun,
To comfort me at night.
I broke the mold,
Of the perfection you crave.
I deserved the hate,
And i accept the grave.
If you dont do it right,
Then dont do it at all.
I'm the one they'll blame
And I will take the fall.
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