Out Of Reach Testo

I smile and play the part,
A sinner's saint I've become,
I love this life I live,
Though I feel so numb,
Small hole inside me,
Means nothing at all,
The piece that I am missing,
Also made me fall.
Chorus:
I have been forgiven of my mortal sin.
I have been blessed with everything I need.
Listen to the words as the wise men preach,
Cause I am still searching but I am out of reach.
Broken by a pain,
I have yet to feel.
Tortured by the scars,
I have yet to heal.
Scared to be afraid of,
What I want to do,
Easy to tell myself whats,
Hard to hear from you.
Optimistic depression,
Of your crazy normality,
Tells you what you're missing,
When its right infront of you.
Purified by a man,
His blessing from our God.
Hoping for the savior,
When I am out of reach.
Don't you even try to open your mind?
Don't you know what happens when you lie?
Don't try to press me I will bring you down,
I am not the savior and he can not be found.
(Chorus)