Suicidal Pain Testo

Once upon a time
I use to be just fine
But now i hate my life
Because it's filled with so much strife
So what i do is between me and not you
But this is what I'll do
I'll go out in the woods and sharpen a stick
I'll find a thornbush
And make the slice very thick
It's not something i truly wanted to do
Just believe me cause its true
I just didnt want to hurt anymore
All i did was sink further down
Now im at the bottom
It seems so very solumn waiting for the hurt to vanish
But ive waited and waited for things to get better
But now its tomorrow and still im full of sorrow
I wish i was never born, because all i am is broken and torn
Yes, its true, i ended my pain
And no i am not ashamed
And yes, i got that knife
And ended my entire life
On that very suicidal day
When i was filled with suicidal pain