The Eff Word Testo

All I want is forgiveness for all I've never done wrong and all the words I never said to hurt you in any way. I sit here alone tonight listening to sad songs I know will make me cry and think of you. I just sometimes want to run and hide in your warm safe cloak but you're so far away that I can only try to imagine the way you used to make me feel.
You meant more to me than you'll ever know. Did I mean nothing to you? Did you lie when you said you were happiest with me?
All I want is forgiveness and a chance to start this anew. Why did I let myself fall through? I wish I didn't wish for you. I sit here alone tonight trying to dream you away but my dreams are all of yo