Out Of Focus Testo

I knew what I wanted and I was fixed on it
I was sure of it, I could❝ve been wrong
It seems like it❝s never quite like
I thought it❝d be
The reality, am I where I belong?
It❝s not like they said
It feels like most everything❝s out of focus in my mind
I❝m trying to make some sense out of what I left behind
The difference in who I am and the one want to be
It seemed so much easier when there was something to believe
A different perspective now and the world I see
Is in front of me, and everything❝s wrong
The grass was so much greener when it was next to me
Now it❝s under me, am I where I belong?
The world, it only seems to change from where you look
Much different than the pictures that they took
It❝s nothing like they said it would be