Estranged Testo

I'm hidin' in the lounges
Of the immigrant-run motels
I won't pick up no receiver
Can't you tell?
What's got me acting this way?
I'm estranged
The very sound of her voice
Is like a blow to my head
I don't want her alive
And I don't want her dead
What's got me talking that way?
I'm estranged