Iâm going through the motions
Inside Iâm dieing baby
I think Iâm going crazy
The judges nudge each other
They nod in recognition
Their conscious responding
To this divine condition
Inside my head I hear a choir of angels screaming
Why donât you
Whatâs the matter?
Why
Shh
I try to myself
No I mustnât let it show
Shh
I gotta keep control
(Oh)
[Music]
You gaze into my eyes and
I know your seeing something
Itâs revolutionary but your not listening honey
A different hear and now I breathless to expectations
Iâd like reassure it
Donât look my hands shaking
They talk about me darling
Their voices loud as thunder
Itâs all that I can do to
Keep me from going under
If you could hear a voice
My upper lasting corner
Relentless mother-a-fucker
Why
Shh
I try to tell myself
No I mustn't let it show
Shh
I gotta keep control
(Aw) yeah yeah
And every second Iâm awake
And every second I'm survive
And every ounce that I posses
(Ohâs)
Every second that Iâm hear
Every second on the edge
Every second I could blow
Uh uh uh uh
What if I feel them coming
Smash you a thousand pieces
What if I gave all up?
And gave it all away
Would you say I was crazy?
Would have let a minute
Would you embrace me darling?
Or turn and runaway
[Music]
Shh
I try to tell myself
No
I mustnât let it show
Gotta keep control
Shh
I try to tell my self
Oh
I mustnât let it show
Oh
I gotta keep control
Oh
I try to tell my self
Tell my self
Tell my self
Tell my self
What am I living for?
Oh
Oh I gotta keep control
Oh
No no no no no no no no
Oh
Yah yah yah yah
Oh
What I am living for
