Love Affair With Distance Testo

I've lost my voice; I've said all I have to say. You❝re thick as porcelain, as clear as cellophane.
i miss the nervous shakes and miss the way it hurt, the way it killed to think that I had u first.. i had u first
Chorus: So then I force a smile, I take the stage, now my knees are weak try to concentrate, I❝m loosing air with every single breathe that I take.. I look into your eyes, see the chemicals, you're the whitest white; you've become a ghost. You're dead to me so why can't I let u go??
The phone is like a knife I drive into my ear. I had a love affair with distance and with fear. The bus is like a hearse, driving me from her, she's as black as white, she the perfect curse. She❝s the perfect curse
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And if the walls had eyes, we would never lie, you could come down on me. And if u saved my life, how could I survive, you're the one that made me this way
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