Please Explain Testo

please explain why others show what some don´t even knowin this game we´re high above ourselves and we just flow
you could stand right where you are and you don´t do anything
or make a plan to change a thing that makes us all survive
stupid rage, no gain in words - that they just hear themselves
I try in vain to keep it silent when they´re all awake
all they´ve learned is how they need a god and how they blow
all this mud - explained and told to dust before my eyes
somehow I need a Jesus for my plan
to save the world and all that shit -
I can´t control myself, I´m just a sacred cramp !
to break would be immoral, but explain to me what´s right ?
I don´t regret that sometimes I feel strange and what I do is wrong
I can´t complete the world and when you´ll ask me all I´ll do is lie
it´s straight to happen just before my eyes
no greater love can´t help the fear I hide
why can´t I change a thing before my eyes
sometimes I wish that I could be so blind