Push me to make sure Iâm alive
Iâve fallen down
And I canât think of one reason to stand
Her laugh, her scream, her whisper
Her smell, her touch, her face
Beaten back and blistered
Since she took them all away
Hurt was just a word now itâs in your every breath
You feel like your heart is break through your god damn chest
And you pray for the pain to go away
Then it does but nothing takes its place
And youâre numb
Push me to make sure Iâm alive
Iâve fallen down and I canât think of a reason to stand
Donât let me close my eyes
Dead to the world and Iâm afraid itâs the same inside
Youâd trade all that depression (lonely madness)
Just to have a little expression on your face
You try so hard to cry
Cause thatâs what youâre supposed to do
Missing her was bad enough
But now youâre missing you
And you prayed for the pain to go away
And now what you wouldnât give for just a taste
Cause youâre numb
Push me to make sure Iâm alive
Iâve fallen down and I canât think of a reason to stand
Donât let me close my eyes
Dead to the world and Iâm afraid itâs the same
Push me to make sure Iâm alive
Dead to the world and Iâm afraid itâs the same
Hungry for the barbwire that was wrapped around your brain
Sure the silence stung like hell, but man you knew that you were sane
You canât feel a thing, you canât feel the pain
Now you donât care, cause youâre numb