Searching for a better high has turned me around so many times
That itâs hard to tell where or if Iâm standing
Sold my light away piece by piece for what I told myself I donât need
But now my shaking hands demand it
Hold on to me, cause Iâm so scared Iâll float away
I hear the devilâs footsteps, heâs gonna clip my angel wings
And I can hear him laughing, says thereâs a place prepared for me
When I die, donât cry, for my selfish sacrifice
I feel so ashamed without the skill or will to break these chains
Though I always tell you that I try to
Itâs not that youâre naive you just want so much to believe in me
Thatâs what makes you so easy to lie to
Hold on to me, cause Iâm scared Iâll float away
I hear the devilâs footsteps, heâs gonna clip my angel wings
And I can hear him laughing, says thereâs a place prepared for me
When I die, donât cry, for my selfish sacrifice
Hold on to me, cause Iâm so scared Iâll float away
I hear the devilâs footsteps, heâs gonna clip my angel wings
And I can hear him laughing, says thereâs a place prepared for me
When I die, donât cry
Every step is double-checked and second-guessed
And every breath thatâs left in me
Wants to fight and try to survive
But I deny my own disease
If I donât stand while I still can
And make a plan to cease control
Iâll be gone before I go, I know so
Hold on to me, cause Iâm so scared Iâll float away
I hear the devilâs footsteps, heâs gonna clip my angel wings
And I can hear him laughing, says thereâs a place prepared for me
When I die, donât cry, my selfish sacrifice
Donât you, donât you cry for my selfish
Iâm so selfish, now Iâm helpless, but I did this to myself
So donât you, so donât you, donât you, donât you cry