Stuck In A Pattern Testo

Screaming in silence, dying all alone.
How could you give me a broken heart?
Everything was just fine from the start.
But now I know you, I know your game.
How do you walk with the burden of shame?
Running far away, leaving this mess.
No place called home.
My mind is in turmoil, that❝s driving me insane.
It❝s never at ease.
I fall way behind, there❝s nothing to grasp.
Always trying to please.
I love you and I hate you, I decided we are through.
You destroyed my heart.
Ripped it and than tossed it.
You broke my heart.
Suffering on the inside, letting go of lies.
I❝m stuck in a pattern that I can❝t shake.
You sit by and watch it break.
The dark thoughts they take over.
The truth no one will know.
I stumble through each day, barely scraping by.
I travel in circles and fall far behind.
Losing my sanity, losing my mind.
Bitch, I really hate you I wish for you to die.
That❝s all I think about every time I close my eyes.
You❝re so oblivious.
You don❝t see what you do, you always hurt me.
And you don❝t have a clue.
I can❝t take it anymore! I want to give in!
I❝ve told you once and now I❝m telling you twice.
This is the last time I❝m gonna say it. Stay the fuck out of my life!
You❝re always right and I❝m always wrong.
You think you❝re perfect and I just don❝t belong.
It isn❝t worth it, this is too much pain.
I want to watch you burn in hell and hear your screams of agony.
I want to see you torn apart by the demons in your soul.
No one can fix what you have done
The anger inside me, I can❝t repress.
I want your life to be ruined!