Fun (She) Testo

she is the one who said 'fun' sounded like a word of german origin
she thought too much
like me
our time together like summer (concentration) camp
emaciated possibilities lie lifeless
oh this intellect burns
the crematorium below my nose keeps life
above my ears
silence is the star that i shall wear to mark my difference
yet we have so much in common
tonight
that the sun has made light of it
while we contemplate the weight of it all
it is we that are emaciated
our bodies subject to our minds propaganda
forgive the distinction but
intellect fairs moments genocide
and we should have kissed hours ago
you hold you breath when you should hold your tongue
and hold your tongue when you should hold my hand
and i should delegate more authority to myself
but i can't help thinking
that you're thinking
thinking
what is she thinking