Testo I Used To Have A Heart Say Anything
I used to have a heart
Worth a billion bucks
Now it's shitty, shoddy cheap
Sell it in my sleep for the fakes to eat
While they kiss my ass and tell me what I need:
Sex fiends with a vacant dream, a tattoo of a soul
And the words you said ringing in my head
Wonder where the love they stole is hiding
All I want to do is be mended by you
I don't want to be confused
I just want to find you
All I want to kill is that which keeps me ill
Underwhelmed and unfulfilled
They're in denial of the knowledge that they're living in a lame excuse
They're in denial of the fat they're fed,
It's like they're gorging on the truth
It was not alright with me
the love I lack, I need I want you back
It's not alright with me
The circle torn apart
I used to have a heart
I used to have a heart
I used to know a girl with the deepest trust that a man could ever know
I broke her neck with the lack of respect that I learned as an embryo on the west coast
Where the dead paint hollywood red
The facade is well-fed with the blood of the capulets
Spread like jelly on bread marking the doors of the first-born's weaned from birth on meds
All I want to say is this could be okay
I don't want to be a slave
I just want to spend my days
Wandering through the haze
Your voice to lead the way
I can finally go and say
I was in denial of the knowledge that I was living in an empty lie
I was in denial of what you are to me: my heart, my love, my guide
It's not alright with me
The love I lack
I need, I want you back
It's not alright with me
The circle torn apart
I used to have a heart
There you are in front of me
Luminescent as you used to be
Just sing the saddest song for me
Revive me
Revive me
I used to have a heart