Yesterday Testo

Yesterday, I took the long way home
Yesterday, I wanted to surprise you
So I stopped by the market and picked up some flowers
I❝ll ask for no reward ❝ a simple smile will do
I got home and saw all of the lights on
How was I to pull off this surprise?
The front door creaked open, and I saw you had cooked something to give the dog something else to place on his mind
I walked up the stairs and heard the TV on
Nothing in our room seemed out of line
But I saw the bathroom light on and opened the door
Damn you, girl ❝ I saw that your surprise beat mine
All I could do was stare cause I was so unprepared
To see you alone like that
To know that you❝d given up our hopes
It❝s worse than any heartbreak, worse than any dream
It❝s the worst to know you needed something, but decided to give up on me
Angling the steel was pretty hard
But nothing was as hard as losing you
So I led death to my hands and he emptied my veins
If you were off to hell then of course I was too
I❝d sworn to god that I would never leave you or want to see you alone like that
To know that you❝d given up our hopes
It❝s worse than any heartbreak, worse than any dream
It❝s the worst to know you needed something but decided to give up on me
I❝d laid to rest and saw you falling fast into the cold, dark place you❝d made up in your mind that manifested all the creatures in your dreams ❝ I will never give up on you, even if you give up on me
I finally caught you and we floated up, and I felt how your soul was bruised
Lost in the flames, I heard your voice:
I thank you.