The Guy You're Fucking Testo

Yes I know I'm not your boyfriend
So I have no hold on you
But wasn't I something more
Than just the guy you're fucking
I have a pool of emotions
Swirling in my head right now
And I'm trying not to be so dramatic
But wasn't I something more
Than just this boy you're fucking
Everything is bright and backwards
And I'm slipping down lower and lower
Breaking down further and further
With every hour I don't sleep
With every secret that you keep
But wasn't I just a little something more
Than the guy you're fucking