Missing Something You Only Imagined Testo

I remember we walked along together,
But the rest it seems I only made up.
I remember being lost in conversation,
Or was I talking to myself?
Missing something you only imagined,
It's a frightful waste of time.
Missing something you only imagined,
A useless way but it's mine.
I watched the weeks pass by,
Trying only to get back.
Feeling nothing of all the things around me,
Lost in something that I thought that I lacked.
Missing something you only imagined,
That's no way to spend your life.
Missing something you only imagined.
It seems so silly now,
It seems so useless,
It seems so pointless and so dumb,
The things you put yourself through,
The pain you make yourself feel,
Just to prove that you're not numb.
Missing something I only imagined,
Now I'm wondering what for.
Missing something I only imagined,
I don't want to do it anymore.