California Testo

to know you. Still mapping it out
like a master plan,
something to do with my idle hands.
Write you a letter
addressed from California. It❝s vivid
and strong in my
memory, an absence that smacks of
abandoning. It let
to the battle that ultimately destroyed
us. I❝m nothing if
I don❝t know your mistakes, the pill is
as bitter as I can take.
It twists like a blade when I leave for
California. I hope that
you know this is killing me, it❝s all in
the name of the family.
We only can play the cards the dealer
dealt us. The end of
the cycle is closing in, with you I see
new hope begin again.
There suddenly seems to be promise in
California. As heavy
as all this is weighing me, believe in
the words I am promising.
I❝m still here for her. The distance is
only and obstacle, hardly
a match for a miracle. I❝m finally ready
to go to California.