Dear Traitor Testo

Dear Traitor,As my hands drop this burden that i've held for so long. Will this let me go? Or has euphoria gotten the best of me?
Given the benefit of the doubt, i'll lie my arms down and let you in.
Betrayal. Is this what you're worth? Or has euphoria gotten the best of me?
I'm wondering how all this began and now i'm wanting it to end. Another moment passes where uncertainty takes its victim. This love and trust is killing me...
I won't be another victim of your ongoing lies.
I'll forgive you this time...
But only this time.