Letter To Julie Testo

you're in the way and i won't let you come and fuck my life up anymore i've tried so hard to smile forget and make believe we never needed anymore than this i can't wait anymore and maybe someday i'll regret not holding on a little longer but it just hurts too much this time why won't you say what's on your mind you should have let me know but now you're gone and i miss you stay away from me i'm finally sure that i don't fucking need you anymore 'cause i've given up on compromise but when you looked into my eyes did you only see yourself? did you think of someone else? i can't take this anymore and maybe someday you'll come back but i don't care i won't be there 'cause it just hurts too much this time