Can't Shape Up Testo

I can't save you I can't save you and if you don't blame me then I won't blame you
I can't even get my eyes to tear
It's been this way for more than a year
And now I'm gonna play with fear
But it's not here
I swear I've had the darkest feelings
Thought about swinging from the ceiling
Don't stop me now 'cos I'm free wheeling
And I can't steer
And it's not fair, no it's not fair
That I'm not there and you
Well you shouldn't care
I can't shape up, I just can't shape up
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