Maybe Next Time Testo

The ending dragged along.Four years on and off.
Pulsating was crucial.
Hard ears felt soft.
A cheap excuse for an exit endears the worst.
Who said that? Who dares to?
Who wants to be the first?
I can stand here all night and collapse at dawn.
I can plan to hold on tight but my plan's been foiled.
I need to see the proof but it's breaking my heart.
The faint contender was well taught,
he learnt that envy can be useful when breaking their skull.
Point it somewhere else.
I'm not your nurse, just a patient who waited and wants to be the first.
Just postponing for a better day.
Guilt, a serial killer found.
When the tears have dried
you'll call my name in the valley prison bound.