Nightmares Testo

i sit in my chairi close my eyes tight
i envision a place
a place full of light
this place has so much to give
everything is right
what could go wrong
i dont need my sight
all i need is you
you will guide me through
i can walk one thousand miles
eyes closed as i follow you
i listen to your footsteps
i trace my ears to your voice
i keep my eyes closed tight
my sights are fogged by orange light
in my imaginative head i now see
a place where wicked things dwell
here i am following an angel
she is leading me to hell
what happens when my angel is gone
and im left alone to carry on my own
where will i go
what happens when i cant hear her voice
and the direction im headed i simply no longer know
i close my eyes tighter
afraid of what i might see
if i open these eyes i imagine are closed
to something oh so ugly
what if in reality the angel i follow is indeed a demon
chasing me to the edge
what if when i get there i dont open my eyes
i keep them closed instead
ill fall 1, 2, 3 thousand feet to a fate unknown
where only dreams can be undone
for in this world nightmares are often true
people im told wind up here
not knowing what to do
i tell myself to think happy thoughts
maybe that will ease the fear
so in my imaginary world in which i follow you
i try to cover my ears
now i cant hear the screaming of the terrible things below
but still something more needs to be done
i still cant bear the faces of those people and their cries
now i open my eyes
i have beaten my fears
this whole thing was nothing more than a bad dream
a moment in which i was scared
i followed you inside this dream
creating fear on top of fear
i lost sight of my angel
my angel i hold dear
so when this dream just went way to far
i opened my imaginary eyes
i thought i heard your voice again
it turns out i made you cry
i thought to myself no
this cant be
it must be another terrible dream
in which i was just to mean
how could i ever make her cry
shes my angel
shes my world
id never hurt her
id never scream or yell
but then i tell myself it must still be that dream
that very same one where at first only perfect was seen
so when i opened my eyes
for what seemed the second time
i expected to see your face
staring back at mine
but when i saw that you werent there
i thought maybe one more time
just one more time i should open my eyes
because i know that this cant be
i know i never made you cry
i know your here with me
i try to wake up for good now
to ease all of my fear
i could never lose my angel
what if i have
oh dear
im afraid it is true
the dream is over now but the emptiness remains
the emptiness lying next to me causing all this pain
what started off as a sweet dream ended in a nightmare
the love of my life is really gone
it finally has hit me
it hurts my ears like a shitty song
the only way to bring her back is to create happiness inside of dreams
but every now and then something wrong sneaks into me
my dreams turn to nightmares
my angel was never hear with me
she was only a demon
i was not following her
she was chasing me
i wont get where i was going
i wont have someone to follow
i will walk the path of life alone now
my life will seem so hollow
i dont know how ill hear
i surely wont be able to see
i wont be able to make you happy
you wont be proud of me
so this dream
or nightmare
whatever it may be
has left me here confused
its left me all alone
beaten and somewhat bruised
this emotional scar will never be undone
im sorry i used you
im sorry i led you astray
im sorry i took you for granted
im sorry i forgot to help you as well
i know you needed me
i thought id wake up and surely everytime there you would be
look around one more time
make sure this is for real
wonder where it went wrong
then i try to heal
i pick myself up from my chair and move to the bed that we once shared
lay myself down
turn out the light
put myself back to sleep to dream a happy sight
then ill wake up one more time
wondering where you are
why the hell arent you hear with me
ive wished on so many stars
even in good times
i made requests to myself
i always thought it truley worked
i guess only in fairy tales
so as my eyes blink for the last time tonight
i whisper to the sky
i love you amber
i didnt mean to hurt you
i hope nobody else ever makes you cry