4 Aces Would Kill Testo

I know that you don't know.I hoped that you and me.
One day we would be.
I hoped that you'd notice me.
I can't go on like this.
Knowing we don't exist.
When will that one day be?
Tonight. I'll try.
Goodbye.
These games we'll play tonight; they will.
4 aces would kill.
Pitch black and dripping cold.
You'll watch it all unfold.
Watch as my fears come to life.
Say no that's fine with me.
I want them all to see.
Your blood as it spills on me.