Apology Testo

Things are hard still
I wish that I could say they have improved
But really everything has only moved
Slightly right or left or center when will I learn?
It only changes when the time has come,
and I need to believe the time will come,
and destiny will feed my worried heart its soothing words
You did the best you could, you did all that-
and that's the best you could
But then I hear, a ray of hope, a ray of light,
I see your eyes, I see your face and...
I remember everything that fall
It starts to fade, it goes away,
but wait, my mind, my mind can't erase...
All the really stupid things I've done
I can't explain, when I don't know myself,
and who's to blame for failing to be me?
When will I learn? No one cares;
we get to take a turn
Yes, no one cares,
as long as we can share what we have seen
And more importantly,
what we have seen together
on a day when clouds roll in,
when they're not even in the sky
When will I learn?
That it's just you and I