Hello To Never Testo

goodbye to what if
hello to never
so long to someday too
just dig a hole
and put my coffin under how many times
have i tried to sever?
how long until i❝m through
but if i let go
i know i❝ll often wonder
so never run
i can think a way out of it
don❝t pretend to know how
but i know why
try to swim but don❝t sink
come up above it
treading water right now
it❝s do or die
i know better than anyone it❝s true
i❝m getting on but i❝m getting better, too
admit defeat
let down your defenses
why do you have to fight
a losing cause to find the thing you❝re missin❝?
know when you❝re beat and come to your senses
still, i❝m compelled to write
without applause
and though no one will listen
give it up and get away
i shouldn❝t wonder
in a decade or a day
it❝s hard to tell
give it up or get it right
i❝m going under yeah, but not without a fight
it❝s just as well.
i know better than anyone could guess
i❝m getting tired of all this now, i confess
if only my art
could somehow relate
then maybe my life
would then imitate
the things i❝d contrive
and not what i feel
but it wouldn❝t be right
it wouldn❝t be real
don❝t look now
they❝re coming after you
dig in, though you don❝t know what to do
something❝s gonna happen any day
but what i can❝t say